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May. 8th, 2026 05:24 pm
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Can the person who keeps putting in AO3 password reset requests for me please knock it off?

They did this last year too but at least that was only a bunch in one day, these keep happening.

Ughhhh.

happy birthday to meeee

May. 6th, 2026 04:43 pm
green: image of TOS Spock with text "Live Long & Prosper" (trek: LLAP)
[personal profile] green
I'm 48 today! I made a hummingbird cake but it looks boring so I won't post a pic. but it's gonna be delicious. the texture is just right so I KNOW this.

Book meme

May. 6th, 2026 04:02 pm
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Via [personal profile] china_shop:

This week I'm reading: the new Murderbot book (came out today)! I'm also rereading Memory (from Lois McMaster Bujold's Vorkosigan Saga).

My favorite book of all time is: I'm with [personal profile] china_shop here: "Completely impossible! I can't even name a favourite author."

My current favorite book (read or re-read in the last 3 months) is: I just yesterday finished rereading Mirror Dance (from Lois McMaster Bujold's Vorkosigan saga) and remembered how much I love that one!

The last book I bought was: volume 3 of the German translation of Guardian by priest, in a gorgeous hardcover edition.

The first book I bought with my own money was: I'm sure I bought some book or other as soon as I had enough pocket money. How am I supposed to remember that?!

The first book I received as a gift was: I must have been a toddler, how should I know?!

The last book I received as a gift was: I can't even answer this one, LOL. I don't get a lot of gifts, and even if I did, I wouldn't really want books. Book recommendations, definitely! But - how do I explain this? I love books; I read a lot. And I have a long, long list of things I want to read at some point - but what I don't have is enough time or energy to get to most of it any time soon. I can't even manage to consistently keep up with my favourite series these days, and am many, many instalments behind. So I prioritise pretty ruthlessly. I read new things when I have energy for them; I pick out exactly what appeals in that moment. And I'd feel pretty bad leaving a gift book just lying around indefinitely until I eventually get to it.

The last book I borrowed from the library was: IIRC the Judge Dee books by Robert van Gulik, a while ago, for a binge-reread. I used to carry huge stacks of books to and fro all the time, and now (see above) I can't find enough time to get to much any more.

The book physically closest to me right now is: the fifth volume of the Perry Rhodan hardcover edition.

This or that:
Physical book, e-book, or audio: physical book for comfortable rereading, ebook for trying new things or for fanfic canon revision. Never audio; I can't do audio, my attention will drift immediately. (I'm not sure if that's because it's audio, or simply because the speed is so much lower than my reading speed, it's like reading in slow motion. Also, I don't have the spare time!)
Used, new, or fell off the back of the internet: any way I can get my hands on what I want to read
Fiction or non-fiction: mainly fiction
Read at a coffee shop or at the park: neither; I do read when out and about, but that's generally just rereads of things I've read many times before, where I don't mind reading it in snatches. Otherwise, I want to comfortably settle down at home for a proper reading session. (I usually don't like reading things bit by bit! All in one go if at all possible is my preferred method for most fiction.)
Paperback or hardcover: paperbacks are so much easier to handle! I really only get hardcovers for collecting reasons, and that exceedingly rarely.
Romance or Crime: Crime! I like romance in combination with other things, but on its own it doesn't often work for me. Whereas crime fiction is fun in its own right.

Yes or no:
Literary fiction? yes
Sci-fi/fantasy? my one true love! (sci-fi more than fantasy)
Poetry? yes!
Memoirs? hardly ever
Philosophy? yes
Thrillers? absolutely
Chronicles? not sure what that means here
Travel logs? not really
Dialogue heavy? sure, why not

ATEEZ Fic: Late Night Live Set

May. 5th, 2026 09:24 pm
kat_lair: (GEN - space)
[personal profile] kat_lair
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Title: Late Night Live Set
Author:[personal profile] kat_lair
Fandom: ATEEZ
Pairing: Hongjoong/Seongwha
Tags: Inspired by Music, Canon Compliant, Pining, Horny Pining 
Rating: M
Word count: 1,252

Summary: The music is not something Seonghwa would’ve picked for himself, a mix of house and EDM, but he can feel the appeal, the way it fits the mood Hongjoong has captured here; the late hour, the sprawl of the city that is very much still awake, even Hongjoong’s clothes, the colour of the hoodie so clearly matched to the room that Seonghwa knows it’s on purpose. This isn’t just a DJ set, it’s art, an intimate moment of creation that Hongjoong has invited the world into.

Author notes: So, Hongjoong dropped a surprise DJ set without any fanfare, and I got three minutes into it before I was pulling up a blank word doc onto another window. It's been a hot minute since I wrote anything in one sitting inspired by music. I guess this is the spiritual sequel of Volcano (SKZ) and like what you (don't) see (K.A.R.D.). What can I say, the spirit of the Captain music moved me. So, amma gonna do like Hongjoong and drop this fic without so much as a beta (if you do spot a mistake, you should tell me about it). Caveat: absolutely no idea about Seonghwa's actual whereabouts during the recording, we're applying artistic license to sate my desire for some horny pining, m'kay? Oh, the title is very much the title of Hongjoong's set video.

Late Night Live Set on AO3

Late Night Live Set )

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It's the day!

May. 4th, 2026 07:57 pm
trobadora: (Sherlock/Moriarty - in the darkness)
[personal profile] trobadora
A plaque from Reichenbach Falls with German, English and French text reading, 1891-1991. At this fearful place, Sherlock Holmes vanquished Professor Moriarty, on 4 May 1891.


135 years ago today, on 4 May 1891, Sherlock Holmes and Professor Moriarty met their end at the Reichenbach Falls.

Until ACD changed his mind, of course. But it starts here, at the end: the very first we ever hear of Moriarty is the story in which he dies, which is also the story meant to kill off Holmes.

All those years later, the story is still alive, and keeps on going. :D

Happy Reichenbach Day! ♥

Btw, did I mention that I watched the new Young Sherlock show in March? I quite enjoyed it, though it didn't really hit me in the Sherlockian place. Neither its Sherlock nor its Moriarty quite gave me what I want from those characters, though I find it hard to explain how. At any rate, they're very fun characters to follow as they are, so I'm glad I watched!

I also really appreciate that the show has a prominent Chinese character and a whole bunch of scenes with Mandarin dialogue, much of which I could actually follow reasonably well. Xiao Wei and her sidekick Liu Meiyi are an absolute delight, I'd watch a whole show just about them. *g*

And all the Holmes family dynamics were really great; every single person got their chance to properly shine. Such a good ensemble cast! I'm definitely looking forward to season 2, even without the Chinese characters, who seem unlikely to return.

Writing, WIPs and

May. 3rd, 2026 07:58 pm
trobadora: (mightier)
[personal profile] trobadora
I've been commenting a bit over at [community profile] polyamships's NSFW 3 weeks 4 dreamwidth posts, and I thought I'd bring some of that over here, because I had more to talk about that wasn't about poly, but more about writing in general.

On the "current favorite poly ship" question I mentioned a ship that's been on my mind all through April - an original trio from an old origfic WIP I last worked on in 2018, and that took over significant parts of my brainspace again this April.

I'd been reading through my old origfic WIPs because March was the month when I suddenly had a lot of inspiration again for the sort of thing I used to write a lot of, back when I regularly wrote origfic - and then this one really hit me hard again.

The basic concept is a clan feud coming to an end when one side is brought down by a third party, and what happens between the survivors and their former enemies. The ship is a V, with siblings from one side and the third from the other. (Side question: am I the only one around here who likes V-shaped ships? They seem to be pretty unpopular in fandom.)

I wrote a significant chunk of this in 2017 and early 2018, and then didn't touch it again until 1st April this year, for reasons I'm not entirely clear on, though falling into Guardian and cdramas in general probably played a part. *g* I have almost 60k now - but I guess if I ever do finish it in any meaningful way, it'll probably be at least 200k. What I have at the moment is basically the minidrama version: all the dramatic interpersonal moments; everything else more or less sketched in. To pull it off to full effect would take a lot of work! And maybe one day I'll manage that work - I do want to; I just don't have the time or energy I'd need. But in the meantime I've been having a lot of fun just adding more to that world and those characters' arcs.

I mean, really, a LOT of fun. My writing in April looked like this:

Writing stats April 2026: FFFX 12.82%, High Adrenaline 47.84%, poly OW 38.87%, other 0.46%

It's a very rare month when my writing is so concentrated on so few stories! But I had two unrevealed exchange stories to work on, where extensions gave me a lot more time to expand, rewrite, edit and improve - that got a lot of my focus. And then the rest of my brainspace got taken over by that WIP.

And then I was wondering how often that sort of thing happens to other people. So here's a poll for you:

Open to: Registered Users, detailed results viewable to: All, participants: 17


What's the longest time you stopped working on a WIP before getting back to it?

View Answers

less than 1 year
2 (12.5%)

1-2 years
3 (18.8%)

3-5 years
5 (31.2%)

6-10 years
1 (6.2%)

11-20 years
5 (31.2%)

more than 20 years
0 (0.0%)

What's your longest time between starting and finishing a story?

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less than 1 year
2 (12.5%)

1-2 years
4 (25.0%)

3-5 years
5 (31.2%)

6-10 years
1 (6.2%)

11-20 years
4 (25.0%)

more than 20 years
0 (0.0%)

How often do you get back to older WIPs?

View Answers

never - I finish it at once or not at all
3 (17.6%)

rarely
8 (47.1%)

often - I regularly poke at old WIPs, and finish some on occasion
6 (35.3%)

always - I never abandon anything for good
2 (11.8%)

it's more complicated than that (see comments
1 (5.9%)

I just want to tick a tickybox!

View Answers

ticky
9 (75.0%)

box
7 (58.3%)

tickybox
8 (66.7%)

Fanfic writing and drama watching

May. 3rd, 2026 12:50 pm
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I haven’t written anything fanfic related in two months. I haven’t read any fanfic in that time, either. There were many reasons for that. I even wrote a whole sad rant about it, but then I got it out of my system, so I don’t need to post it anymore. 😊 Eh, whatever, I don’t care what other people do, I like writing fanfic. I will be doing it now and in the future, hopefully for a very long time. It relaxes me, and it brings me joy. Writing fanfic helped me during very hard times in my life. I wrote my one longish fic (that Big Dragon mafia AU) when I was tired and miserable because of work, and it helped me tremendously to have something else that my mind could focus on. And I even added something to one of my WIPs yesterday. Just 50 words, but hey, it’s a start.


Absolute Value of Romance

I enjoyed what I watched so far, it was funny, especially our heroine’s webnovel with all those familiar, OTT BL tropes thrown together in such an entertaining way.

But I’m thinking about maybe dropping it, since episode 8 makes it obvious that they will go in the direction I didn’t want them to go.


Spoilers for all aired episodes here.And that direction is a romance between Yeo Eui Ju and Ga Woo Su. I don’t care about their age gap, and I don’t really mind student/teacher romances. I just find it so boring. There were hints before, but I thought that maybe it will just stay as subtext. But no, it’s unfortunately fully textual now. She found him unexpectedly warm and caring when she was sick, and she starts daydreaming about him. He starts finding her entertainingly quirky and irrational, not just annoying. And the teaser for the next episode only shows more of that. Meh… If at least they would make one of the teachers canonically gay, not just in Eui Ju’s BL novel. But I’m pretty sure they won’t.


Only Friends Dream On


Spoilers for episodes 9-10 here.Well, that was a tempest in a teapot. Seriously, all this over what, one hug? Not even a kiss? Really? And I kinda get why both Tua and Jack would react like that after seeing this vid. But why Arnold and Dean didn’t both tell their respective boyfriends that a charged moment like this had happened? Especially Arnold.

It really seems like drama for drama’s sake, because it was a 9th episode and we needed to throw a wrench in our couples’ happiness, I guess.

But episode 10 was much better. But first let me get shallowness out of the way - Pod looks so, so gorgeous, wow. And now I want his character to get together with Papang’s Dan from the 1st season. I hope someone will write this fic, because I don’t think it will happen in canon. 😊

But the best scene in this episode was definitely Nick and Boston’s conversation. Everything about it was so good. Nick’s “I don't think anyone could treat me worse than you did” to Boston, but said calmly, with maybe a tinge of wistfulness... And the look in Boston’s eyes – regret, a little bit of guilt, too, and a lot of aching longing for what might have been and what he himself destroyed. Neo’s acting was first class here.

And of course I loved little Ohm’s cameo as Nick’s new boyfriend.


Phantom Lawyer

I started to watch this show on a whim, and it was such a delightful surprise for me. A lovely and cute drama full of heartwarming and funny moments, with a lot of wonderful characters played by good actors. I loved it. I still have the last episode to watch, and I kinda keep postponing it, because I’m sure it will make me cry buckets.


And I will leave you with two very different trailers. First we have a new kdrama on Netflix (it starts airing on May 15) – a superhero comedy about three ordinary people that are suddenly granted supernatural abilities due to a mysterious accident. With a lot of actors I love, especially Park Eun Bin.



And then we have a historical fantasy BL drama from China – court intrigues, bloody power struggles, beautiful princes, a lot of fighting, and a lot of kissing, too. And since this is Chinese BL, expect heaps of angst and tears, and very probably someone dying tragically, too. And the secondary couple looks to be exactly to my tastes – full of loyalty kink and kinky NC scenes. 😊

It starts airing on GagaOOlala on the 8th of May. Here is the main trailer, and behind the cut I will put two other short trailers, one focused on the main couple, and the other on the secondary couple.




See more here.

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[personal profile] umadoshi
Reading: For non-fiction, I'm still steadily picking away at Braiding Sweetgrass; I think I've crossed the halfway point!

I finished Gareth Hanrahan's The Gutter Prayer, which has fascinating worldbuilding, and I enjoyed the characters. Neither library to which I have access has the sequel (I think it's a trilogy?) in ebook, so we'll see if/when I cave and buy it. For a second book, there's probably not much future in just leaving it on my wishlist indefinitely and hoping for it to go on sale, although one never knows.

Then I read T. Kingfisher's Wolf Worm via the library (I'm trying this novel approach of using the library more again if they have a book and the ebook cost is too upsetting), which was distressing in very T. Kingfisher ways (another case of interesting worldbuilding + EW EW EW), followed by Common Goal, the fourth Game Changers book. (I did give in and just buy the ebook set of books 4-6.)

In other book not-really-news, I decided to just go ahead and get the new Murderbot in hard copy, given the price of the ebook (esp. since I think it's a novella this time? And hopefully it being just novella-length will increase my odds of still getting it read fairly promptly despite being a hard copy).

Watching: Last night [personal profile] scruloose and I made it to ep. 8 of Justice in the Dark, AKA the last ep. that was released in China and the last one I'd seen previously. Onward!

(I'm mostly coping with the name changes, but apparently I do better at keeping the different names straight in my head when it's different consonants than vowels. I mentally autocorrect the show's "Pei Su" to "Fei Du" and carry on, but when I don't actually have one version in front of me, I keep stumbling a bit over Luo Wenzhou [novel]/Luo Weizhao [drama].)

Listening: This week I listened to not one but two (new!) albums for the first time--Tori Amos' Time of Dragons, as mentioned yesterday, and Metric's Romanticize The Dive. I haven't done a proper lyrics-focused listen to the latter, but I imagine I will at some point. My initial feeling is basically "Yep, that's a Metric album, and I like Metric, so that works." (Fantasies is the only one I'm hugely attached to individually [and I'm not terribly familiar with their catalogue before that], but that's mainly because I used it pretty heavily when writing Newsflesh fic.)
lannamichaels: Brachos 2a, caption: "There's a debate about that" (daf yomi)
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And that's Menachos! A good time overall, but I have got to break the habit of getting behind, catching up, getting ahead, getting behind, catching up, etc. One thing I can say about this week is that I mostly did the correct day's daf on that day. Mostly.

Up next: crash-course in animal anatomy Chullin!

The rest of my Menachos notes behind cut.

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umadoshi: (Guardian Shen Wei 05)
[personal profile] umadoshi
May is sweeping in with a significant downpour here, although at least it doesn't feel as chilly as the last couple of days did.

Out of curiosity, yesterday I opened my Scrivener file of Guardian fic and did a rough tally of the various WIPs, which have mostly not been touched since the start of the pandemic. (There are three subfiles of scraps written on my phone in, I think, 2022, 2023, and 2024, which collectively add up to not much. There isn't one for last year, which I guess tells a story on its own.) It all adds up to something like 60,000 words, which is...better? worse?...than I expected. "Better" in the sense that if I never get back to any of them--and I'm open to surprise, but it's been so many years--it's not a terrible number of words to let fall away, even if there are things in there that I'm sad to not have finished, especially the pieces that were meant to link up with the incomplete story cycle that five of the six fics I posted belong to. :/

(I'm also a bit curious about what a similar tally of unposted Newsflesh bits and pieces would add up to, but that's scattered among multiple Scrivener files, all of them divided into multiple sections, so it'd be more of a pain.)

Yesterday and today are days off from Dayjob to work on Yona (ohmyheart), and I'm getting back to that as soon as I finish this post...while also having a first listen to Tori's new album, In Times of Dragons. So that's an odd combination, but I want to just...feel the vibe of the album without trying to immerse myself in it, given my track record of her last several. (All of which I relistened to recently for the first time in a long while, and I like the sound in general, but still had no luck bonding lyrically.)

Glancing back and forth to the lyrics is not going to help with work focus, but oh well. I need to know what she's singing. (Toriphoria already has the lyrics up, fortunately.)

Interview quote following the lyrics for "Veins":

You’re actually hearing it as I heard it for the first time. It was recorded as I wrote it, a direct “download” from the muses. I tried to record it again afterward and could never replicate it. I was sitting with arranger John Philip Shenale, the tape was running, and that was the moment. Just like when I recorded the song “Marianne” back in 1996. Some things only happen once.

Spring Drabble 30/30: ATEEZ, Yarrow

Apr. 30th, 2026 09:15 pm
kat_lair: (GEN - bloom where you're planted)
[personal profile] kat_lair
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Title: Yarrow
Author:[personal profile] kat_lair
Fandom: ATEEZ
Pairing: Yunho/Wooyoung
Tags: Drabble, Hanahaki Disease, Regret
Rating: T
Word count: 100

Summary: He deserves this.

Author notes: Spring defiance from under the crushing forces of capitalism = a drabble a day in April. We made it! Capitalism is defeated! At least a little! This last one is for [personal profile] adore who prompted the pairing and Hanahaki disease. This website says Wooyoung's birth flower is yarrow so that's what I went with.

Yarrow on AO3

Yarrow )

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